I love the feeling of finding myself completely hooked. Hearing a song that whisks you off your feet as you drift away, sitting impatiently in front of a screen waiting for the next episode of a much-loved TV show, finding more and more excuses to talk to that guy who kind of makes your head spin… The moment I start to realise how much I care about something I fall for it even more. It’s an infectious kind of buzz that gives its own reward.
Tonight I had my first instance of being alone whilst craving a cigarette.
We’re all drug addicts here.